I dun' feel good.

Today has been quite the day. ...And not in the good way.

Well, this morning/afternoon was OK. Then I started to feel hungry. When I got home, I was really really hungry, so I ate ice cream to tide me over until dinner. Bad idea. I started feeling queasy, which soon turned to anxiety. Or maybe I was anxious and that turned to a queasy tummy. Either way, I've had a couple of panic attacks, I keep shaking off and on, and there's no way in hell I'm sleeping alone tonight.

Right now, my tummy is anxiety and pukey. Which makes me more anxious, because I don't like to feel nauseous.

Pretty much every anxious person has that thing that if they do that thing or have it happen to them, they have panic attacks. For me, that's getting sick. Like, flu sick. Everytime I get the flu, I have at least one panic attack.

I feel like crap, so I'mma go try to not feel like crap. Bye.