Expansion!

Expansion. What a concept! I'm honest to god thinking about going to WQAD and being like, "So, dudes. I've got this story, and I think it's cool. Wanna run it?" I'm emailing the general thingy tonight, so I'm expecting a reply by the middle of next month. (lol) I wanna know what you guys think. Should I go for it? Do I need to develop the blog more? I'm really needing your help figuring this stuff out. This blogging thing, as cathartic as it is for me, isn't for me. It's for you, the people who routinely come here and read this shtuff. So, let me know what you think, please. I'm begging for comments, suggestions, ideas, opinions, and everything inbetween so that my blog can reach as many people as possible. If you have my number, feel free to text me, send me an e-mail, FaceBook me, whatever. I'm going to update my profile to have some more contact info so you can get ahold of me easier. I know the comment things don't always work.

I was watching the news tonight and it really hit me: this news station is devoted to this area. They cover Galesburg news on a regular basis. The thrilling idea of me being on TV aside, I really like the idea of Spreading the Word. That is what the blog is called, after all. I want to get the news to people everywhere.

Now, for the spilling-my-guts part of today's post.

I'm kinda worried. Boyfriend and his best friends aren't getting along, and one of his best friends is my brother. Family trumps boyfriend, so I'm kinda nervous. I really don't want to break up with boyfriend because I really really like him. I'm leary of using the word love, becuase of the negative connotations it carries with it. Hm. So, I'll say this: I love him. I'm not certain that I'm IN love with him, but I love him. There's a difference. Anyway, brother and boyfriend aren't on the best of terms and I don't want to get rid of either of them. But! Brother trumps boyfriend. Gah. )): I think they're going to tryyy to fix it. I dunno. I hope so.

I'm going to write "Song about Grandma". I've got this idea as she lays in the hospital, and I need to write it out. It'll be here before too long, promise. Hell, I may sing it at her funeral. *sniff sniff*

Guys. I gotta go. My brain isn't functioning well. It's late, I'm tired and.. I don't know. Goodnight. =P