Good News and Bad News

Here we have the typical conundrum: which one first? So, I had Mom choose left or right. Right was good and left was bad. She chose left. Bad news it is!



Luckily, the bad news is short, but it's pretty dang bad news. David (my brother) has been having panic attacks. )): He hasn't had a lot, but he's had a couple. I really don't want him to have panic troubles. D: I love him too much for him to have panic troubles! I want to wave my magic wand and make it all go away. *waves wand* We'll see how this works. =/



Also bad news, my mom has been really stressed out and anxious lately. It's gotten bad enough that she almost doesn't let me drive... Almost. She freaks out at the littlest things. It's okay, though. Usually it's stuff I need to hear. She just says it kinda... Icky-like. =P



GOOD NEWS! Okay, enough depressing stuff.



I have been rather un-anxious for the past couple of days. Ever since I cut off my hair, I've been feeling pretty dang good! I haven't had to be in social groups larger than one or two people, but still! It's quite an achievement. While my family is flippin' out and goin' berserk, I'm staying cool, calm, and collected. Actually, I've been in a really good mood lately. I smile often and laugh at everything. I've been singing, too.



Er. I had more good news. Wait for it....



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I forgot. Heh. Oops.



Now for "Other News". You know, the stuff that's neither good nor bad. It's just stuff.



I'm going to a psychiatrist ...sometime. The appointment hasn't been made yet and it'll be a while, but from what I've heard about this dude, he's pretty good. In fact, my doctor (who is faaaabulous!) said that she loved him. So sweet! The point of going to a psychiatrist is to get my meds straightened out. Family practitioners are okay for treating some mental disorders, but a panic disorder that is as complicated as mine is difficult. If I just had generalized anxiety disorder, I could be more easily treated. However, my panic disorder manifests in many different ways; I've had bipolar symptoms, OCD symptoms, schizopherenic symptoms, etc. Having as many different types of panic attack as I do, and having such a weird type of anxiety, we all (all being my mom, me, and my doctor) think that a specialist would benefit me greatly. ((:



I'm thinkin' that's all my news. Oh, more bad news. I still haven't beaten Metroid Prime. -.-" Damn game. >:( :P