So, I know it's been forever, and I'm sorry about that. You guys have been so good to stick with me when I was having rough times, I should do better about informing you when life is going well.
That being said, life is fabulous lately. My panic attacks are being kept to a minimum and I'm going to the regular high school for one class a day. My hair has been growing out and I've had to get it reshaped a couple of times. I had a mullet. It was disgusting, hahaha.
Yeah! I've been playing guitar a lot, which is mega fun. I've been learning a lot of new stuff and writing, although honestly most of my stuff is really depressing. I'm getting there, though. Once I get out of this whole "Being happy is really weird" thing, I'll be able to write about more lighthearted topics.
I've had a couple episodes since I last posted where I cut myself, but lately I've been doing soooo well. I've told my mom or someone when I get dangerous thoughts and I get myself out of a situation where I'd do something stupid.
I've been really happy lately, although I've had some issues with being around lots of people. *shrug* You win some, you lose some... But lately, I'm bi-WINNING. ;) Anyone who gets that reference gets a biiig hug. Bwahaha.
Anyway, I'll try to post more soon! Love you and thaaank you for reading. <3
Sammi - I'm so glad you're doing well. And, I don't know if you realize it or not, but you're a wonderful writer. I know you have a lot of creative talent, and that your music is one way of expressing that part of you, but writing is another talent of yours. Thanks so much for sharing your journey with us. I've had panic attacks and depression too, so I know it isn't easy to work through all the things that contribute to these, but you're taking great leaps. I couldn't be more proud of you.
ReplyDeleteLove & Hugs from Tejas,Sallie