So I epically fail at this whole "blogging" thing. However, I'm gonna give it another go. A loooot has happened since I got out of the hospital.
We moved back into our house out in the country. Fun stuff, right? Fo sho. Our upstairs is getting put together (finally!) and we're actually living in a space with natural light shining in. O.O Crazy, huh?
I started going to GHSNorth, the alternative school. The staff and students there are really awesome. Well, the staff for sure. The students (most of them) have kinda avoided me. It's understandable, really. They already have their group of friends that I've never even heard of. I don't even have any mutual friends to be like, "Hey, you're friends with so-and-so, right? Well they told me to tell you hi!" and thus start a friendship. Nooope. And, to further alienate me from the student body, I have a panic disorder and nobody really knows what to do about it. I mean, I get it. It's scary and you have nooo idea what to do. The fact that I haven't really met anyone or made friends still sucks though.
However, I did make one friend. Her name is Sam (hahaha). She's really cool and we talk during classes and stuff.
I've made significant progress since starting North. I've got my panic attacks down to one a day and I even rode the bus today. Big yay! However, I also took a huuuge step back.
I scratched... Again. There was another incident where I scratched, but I didn't do it like this. This time, I wrote words. Not nice words.
So now I'm sitting at Mom's work, just chillin', blogging, not really knowing what to do with myself.
Oh, I'm seeing a new psychiatrist. She's really cool. She asked like, over nine thousand questions (which was good) and she gave me her input. I've been officially diagnosed with Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and Attention Deficit Disorder. To add to that, my P-Dr. (psychiatrist) thinks I may have Bi-Polar disorder. Ughh.
So yeah. I think I've gotten you mostly caught up on what's going on. I can't think of anything else. I'll post more, promise. (: Bye now
